when the sun shines through the leaves.
How can I live with this sort of beauty, and not have hope? It's impossible to give up.
On Saturday, August 28, 2010 at 7:16 PM
the leaves are on fire.
Fall is right around the corner and I'm sure the rest of you have been just as busy as I have with school and work. But you should take the time to check out Jade Cook. Kid is awesome.On Thursday, August 26, 2010 at 4:27 PM
never fear.
How funny is it that all it would take to end this bullshit... is swallowing a handful of these pills?Dying is easy, but living...
it takes courage.
On Saturday, August 21, 2010 at 9:20 PM
the light in your eyes.
On Thursday, August 19, 2010 at 6:01 PM
I've been losing so much time.
Feelings don't come with off switches; only bottles and outlets.B, remember when you were about to leave for college? How I said I needed you and you told me we'd always be friends? I guess that's another promise I can add to the broken list.
at 11:48 AM
anything that fills my head
It's like when I lost him, I lost my words. I can't write anything worth anything anymore. Maybe I never could... but now I've got all these tangled thoughts and stories in my mind and I sometimes I feel like they're bumping against each other so hard that my head is going to explode. I hate this.On the bright side,
This was the best movie EVER.
Well... along with Kick-Ass and Superbad, of course.
On Monday, August 16, 2010 at 7:08 PM
With the world on fire.
And then the world we knew was no more.The sky unleashed a torrent of hatred upon us,
raging and spewing our fears into our faces
with no trace of sorrow. No disdain.
And when it cleared the ground was parched, the air tinged with orange
The heart of a storm became the only place of solitude
and we fell upon our knees and screamed
only to have the words ripped from our mouths,
carried away on the now bitter wind
And tangled our hearts have become
lost among the vines of time and the vast space
now occupied by a horde of regrets, piling onto one another
unraveling our minds
and our tongues are tied
and our eyes un-seeing
the places inside hollow, surreal
the echoes of buried memories bouncing from cracked walls
and we don't feel
we feel too much.
On Tuesday, August 10, 2010 at 3:33 PM
eighty-three days.
This morning I sat on the roof and watched as the first hint of sunlight kissed the sky. It was such a soft and subtle thing; as if the sun was pressing its lips against the lips of the sky and whispering against them. And with all that beauty around me, I felt so alone. I miss my papa, so much. And no matter how hard I try to push it away... that overwhelming fear that nothing will ever be good again still surrounds me. I am drowning in it.On Thursday, August 5, 2010 at 2:01 PM
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when the sun shines through the leaves.
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I've been losing so much time.
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