Sincerely, Mae.
If I could write you a letter, that I was sure you'd never read...I would fill it with stories I found in my dreams. I would tell you every secret, every hope, every wish. I'd draw you a million stars, in a galaxy filled with colors-- all swirling into each other. I'd will to you the ocean, as if it were mine to give. I'd list for you every beautiful thing I could remember seeing in my life. I'd describe to you the memories of moments I was happy beyond belief.
I would write a million songs, a thousand thoughts, three words,
over and over again. I would give you every fear, insecurity, moment of despair, and regret marked across my wrist... then erase it so you wouldn't have to feel the pain. And if you held my hand, I'd throw that page away.
I would tell you about every smile I've seen, that made me smile too.
I'd tell you that she's my life, my world. That I'll always love him, no matter how much he pushes me away. I'd tell you that they're my strength, even if I claim they're bringing me down.
I would tell you that I'm okay,
even though I've told you at times I'm not.
I would tell you how crazy I am, how gullible, how over-dramatic, how emotional, how in love.
I would tell you that I can see the whole world, just by looking in your eyes; that the face I hide behind is merely a disguise.
I'd tell you that I was falling
falling
falling
that I couldn't stop.
I'd tell you exactly why my heart beats like mad whenever you are near.
I'd tell you the reason losing you is my biggest fear of all.
I'd write a million songs, a thousand thoughts, three words.
On Thursday, August 27, 2009 at 12:41 AM
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