The Music Will Carry Me Away.
I'll put on this suit of armor,and I will shine.
I will protect them,
and forget that my heart has shattered.
Because Love is all that carries me now.
Hopes, dreams, beliefs...
they've all turned to figments of my imagination.
I can be strong. I can take care of myself, and I can mend my heart enough to put the hearts of others first. familyfirstfamilyfirstfamilyfirst. I will tell this to myself for the rest of my life, though it has been proven to me time and time again that my family cannot put me first as I do them. It's amazing how you can still love someone so much, after they've broken your heart.
I am an adult now. I know it, I can feel it.
Because no child could carry this burden,
and say "I love them too much to let them cry".
No child could make the decision that I have just made.
Maybe God just decided that I needed motivation to grow up,
because it just wasn't happening on its own.
I don't understand why it had to be this way,
and why I had to lose nearly everything....
but I know he has a plan for me.
I'll keep praying.
On Saturday, February 21, 2009 at 8:49 PM
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