Here I Am.
Things are changing. I think that I'm finally growing up...just in my own way. I've come to understand alot of things that I never really understood before. I've always been rational; I've always looked at the way things are when emotions are cast aside, and I've fixed so many things using this vision of mine. But, lately, I've realized that emotions don't always cloud things over, sometimes they make things clear.I don't want to be afraid to love anymore, and I don't want to live my life not loving myself. I've had a hard time opening up, because I'm terrified that everything will be torn away from me the second that I do. But there are some people who deserve so much more than what I'm giving them; They want all of me, and I believe it's time that I let go. I hope I'm not making the wrong decision.
I hope that things are different than the first time.
On Friday, February 20, 2009 at 9:26 PM
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