Hide n' Seek: Is this thing on?
As long as I'm running,As long as I'm hiding behing the biggest tree.
or lying face down in the center of the trampoline...
no one can see. And most of the time that's the way I like it.
What would people think if they could hear my thoughts?
is this seriously coming from her? from that girl?
They would laugh, or their faces would grow solemn.
They would worry, or they would walk away.
I just want to hide away. I want to spare myself the pain, or any other range of emotions I cannot bear to handle at the moment. There's just too much as it is.
And then there are times like now, when I'm screaming so loudly that it's appalling no one turns around. But no one will turn, because no one can hear. And if they do hear....they aren't catching it all. It's impossible. Because if they fully understood, they'd give me more than the usual "it's going to be okay" lines. They would have something more original to say. Something more geneuine. Something with feeling. But no one ever does anymore.
It's a constant battle inside my soul. Do I hide myself away from the world, or do I make it notice me? Hide or seek?
On Wednesday, October 29, 2008 at 10:07 AM
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