This saddens me.
But should it not make me happy? To see how far I have finally come...7-14-06
I am all alone in the world. I have no one...no one to talk to, no one to be with, no one who cares about or understands me. My life is meaningless. Although it horrifies me and although I dont want to...I keep catching myself wishing I were dead. Wishing the pain would go away, wishing that the dread welling up so deep inside of me would dissapear. It's not as if anyone would care, no one would miss me... I feel so -- alone. And so lost. It's not so much as I want my life to end..just the pain. Because I am so tired of feeling it. And so tired of crying.
9-27-08
I am happy now.
On Saturday, September 27, 2008 at 7:52 PM
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