From Where You Are.
I've listened to this song before,listened and wrote. I poured my heart out on that sheet while I watched the rain push against the windows. I shared my poem, and I was given praise. If only he knew that he was my inspiration.
But people change, and time goes by. I look back now, and I can barely remember anything in between. How did the pain fade? When it hurt so much...
How did I forget? When the memories are so clear...
How did I move on? When such an impression was left...
None of it matters anymore. It's just another chapter in my book,
Another memory to pack away in my mind. Another shatter, another break, to bring me crashing down just so I can build myself back up. Dont you see how strong I'm getting.
My future is so bright. One day, my strenth will outshine it all. Alas, Happiness will come.
That's the funny thing about memories; some are so sharp, it's like you were just there, but evertyhing fuzzes in between. I wish I could remember it all; every single step I took to get to this place. I only remember the epiphanies. When I focus, I can remember all the moments when I actually felt alive. It's hard to believe that I was ever a child, I've always felt the same. I've always seen clearly. I've always wanted more, searched for more. I've always had this unyielding faith that something wonderful was meant for me. That I would find that something else...that other peice, that would finally complete me. Because something is missing inside. Something that was never even there. It has given me passion. Music. Beauty. Fear. Happiness. Pain. Any strong emotion ignites it all. Do you feel, the way I feel? Can you feel it just pulsing through your body? An adreneline rush to beat out all others...hope. I need to know. I need to find someone that shares this with me, someone that can explain. Someone that can give me the peices I dont have, and who I can give the peices that I do have. So we can finally understand. So I'm not alone. I know your out there somewhere. Please find me soon.
On Tuesday, September 23, 2008 at 12:35 PM
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